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Saturday, December 12, 2009; Weee

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Post will continue tonight or tomorrow early 12 midnight. =]

Time now is 2am plus going to 3am. Let's see, Around 2pm ytd, went to play bball in mpcc... It was terrible, playing as the point guard on a 5v5 match. Realised that I have not improve at all. Not even a tiny slightest bit. Wonder what is all the training for.

Kind of hard and sad to believe that I cannot lead 5 players down the court despite thinking that I can. Guess this is what happen to someone like me who always treat and think things easily. It don't feel good to know that no one understand your mood at all and stuff.

For people who want to understand me, try thinking that you are a commando in a battlefield, and you lost all your objective, comrade. Not just that, trusts, believes and confidences are lost as well. Alone in the battlefield, no one to share emotions and things, it's plain metal.

Is like, the lack of ability to gain something what I truly wanted. No matter how much I long for it, I will not get it. As simple as that. It has always being the same, ever since I was a child. Nevermind, shall aim and work towards it.

After the bball, cab down to City Hall for work. Talked to the uncle in the cab, saying he was a bball coach in the past, and how he say about how to play bball. Listen listen, then he talk about talented players, I was like, uncle I lost like a noobass fucker just now, and you talk about this now, ccb... By the way, I didn't tell him that. Respect...

Work until 1130pm. Today I realise that it is freaking easy to get a boy girl relationship during working or after working. Is like, extremely easy to hook someone in my workplace, okay maybe not that easy. As simple as that, is like there are chances. Lots of chances to grab or release. More and more doors are opening. However, I will not get one because I will not get one. Haha...

Today I thought to myself, how a couple can still stay together when one is in one country, while the other is on the other country. It is like lying. Damn... And I wonder how the guy can actually be able to stand and bear the girl to fly to some other country for further studies. Is like won't see each other for months or years. Isn't that a unstoppable force breakup or something. Maybe I am still a boy, so I dunno all this. ^^

Way back into love...


Don't write me off just yet...



Beautiful songs from Music and Lyric. A really thumb up movie I watched.