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Thursday, December 17, 2009; Weak

I am a fucker that is physically and mentally weak, I think... I always fucking tend to give things up very easily. Take the freaking running for example. I swear I stopped and walked for at least 5 mins thinking of this weird depressing sentence, "why am I running, why, why, why". Chicken... In the past, I have a reason for running, to aim for top10 for cross country.

Due to that reason, I tried working hard, but failed miserably. Will never forget the last moment of getting placing 11. Fucking weak and stupid position. Damn dumb fucker me. Just show how weak I am. But then what about now, up till now, I still cannot find the perfect reason to work so hard... Was so troubled over the reason during the run till I decided to wonder and think of the reason after it, then I continue running toward the end.

What I am trying to reason out is, everyone does something for a reason. Regardless clever or stupid, have a positive or negative effect, good outcome or bad outcome, it has a purpose and reason behind it. Sorry the above example is too indirect. But if your like the kind of me that does something stupid or silly or ridiculous stuffs, then be prepare to be caught by the police or be prepare to face something negative or something you have never expected to happen.

Tomorrow N level result will be release. Going to school to see who failed. Weee... Finally huh. It will be exciting man, tomorrow!

the 3 digit number has increase to 435...
wondering if i can hit it to 4 digit or not...