Sunday, November 8, 2009; Pain
Yep... Am back to blog again. Feeling very depress now. Super down. All the way to negative point... Feel like a dead person typing all this emotions down. Everyone might felt the same way. Alicia I am really sorry about all those things in the past. Without you, I really have lost the reason for me to smile. I can't even fake myself to laugh now. Looks like I am the weak one here... I try to respect you by letting you go home by yourself. But immediately after you left, rain drop... Really worry about you. It is not going to be easy without her around, realise that. Really hope that everything is just a nightmare. And it will be over soon. Being a real idiot typing all this out. With all this pen down in here. I will going to stop blogging for now. Will be back in no time. Stay tune to my life story! Sorry...
Regardless how painful it will hurt myself, I will still continue.