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Thursday, November 19, 2009; Bball

Even through the air around now is dead. I decided to blog as the bball camp is not something that happen everyday. Overall, I would give it a 3/5 star hardcore camp, it is a camp that prepare the team physically and mentally. Keeping a high morale is a must, I know myself. The moment I step into the first reporting formation, I know it will not be easy. However pushing everyone past their limit is part of my job. As a motivator of course, lot of things happen, and I will try and go through each day in detail. I realise that time is short, time is always ticking. That is a fact that no one can ever ever change. Probably that is why I reacted this way today, kind of stupid but well fuck it.

Note* For every mistake and timing that is miss, we receive push up and sit up *(regardless got do one or not) for it, I will refer it to FUCK, so it will be more understandable as there is tons and lots of it.

Day one, reporting time is at 830. We reported late, and yep we got FUCK. Next is the checking of bags, unpack and pack a couple of times. And we failed to meet the timing, we got FUCK. Then we carry all the stuff to Ava room to place at one side. I think we got FUCK too because we didn't help each other and we move too slow. Next, we were to clean Ava room, sweep and clean the area. Not forgetting cleaning the green mat. Obviously we failed to meet the timing, therefore we were FUCK.

Then I think we have our first bball training in the court. Before the training, because we didn't off the air conditioner and lock the door, we were FUCK. I sprint back to off and lock it of course. Anyway during training, I shot a total of 8 air ball, 2 in ball and the rest all miss, reason was simple cause I sucks. Then, after being FUCK during bball training, we finally get to bath. It was kinda fun, within 10 mins everyone must be ready. I guess we did it, can't really remember, anyway we were given a short rest and we watch coach national champion video. All of a sudden, we were asked to change to our white bball clothing. We went down to the court, and some school is there. Forgotten what school. Anyway we lost, but we did improve overall. We were being FUCK and called to bath after. Then we have our dinner.

Had a early rest, the time is around 7 pm. And this is the *FUCK* session, basically we had multiple changing parade. We got FUCK around as we couldn't achieve the given timing. Later we were being FUCK like hell and seriously continue to being FUCK around. Reason being coach friends, the instructors, came. And their reason to come is to FUCK us. Only the few of us know how FUCK it is. Anyway, with that FUCK session ended, we bath and sleep almost immediately as everyone is worn out. *(There was a 2.4km run on the first day which I forgot which slot is it) Day one of the camp end.

Day two finally begin, reporting time is 630. We had our early breakfast and got FUCK by Mr.Tan as we couldn't shout out while reporting. Then we get our rest again until 830. Until the next instruction came, to take a cab to Seng Kang Community Centre. Everyone exceeded the money. But everyone was chase out of the cab except for Eugene and me. There we had another sudden match, with another school, forgotten the school name. We lost again, but we did improve. We were being FUCK of course, for losing the match. Then everyone cab back to Chai Chee Sec.

We had our lunch after a short bathing time. After that, we get our rest and watched some training video clips. Then we were called to change into our running attire. We ran, and midway, it started raining, but we continued and finish the run. When we reach school, we bath and report back. Our next objective is to clean up the Ava room and return back the green mat. We were FUCK as we failed to meet the timing again.Upon finished, we had a little laugh with the Mangoboi. There, we proceed to Changi Jetty Point Chalet 3. The cab fare adds up to $26, reason, the cab not sure where is it, and we went backtrack 3 time.

Once we reach, everyone sat down quietly on the floor, waiting for coach. Once coach arrive, we were being tested by saying we are going for a run. However, the truth is we went into the bbq, and start enjoying ourselves. Until all of a sudden, the instructor had arrived long ago, and is in the room. They started to play with us again, I expected that and started laughing while reporting. I was right to laugh, it was games and performance time. Games we played some personality shit game, seaweed mouth to mouth game and finally the performance by the ballers.

Not gonna elaborate it, except for the performance part. Ern and Shazada was a group, they did a rap which is great. Dan, Gene and Xiang did skipping rope, they amaze people with it. Next, Mangoboi and me, we did a magician show, it was dotz... Finally, the ChickenLittle and Ben, did a strip show follow by some dance moves. Then comes the certificate, then while of FUCK and sending off people off the chalet. End up the whole chalet was occupy by just the bballers. We slept in two rooms and yeah... Day two of the camp end.

Day three begin. We were being tested again, for a morning run. But it was a fake and we were brought to have our breakfast. It tasted nice. Then we had debrief for the overall camp, after we clean up the area. Pack up and leave the area. Everyone cab home one by one I guess. Day three of the camp end.

Note* There is a whole lot more FUCK, just forgotten where and when it happen.

Then, Dan, Shaz, Gene and me went to bubbletea shop for drinks. Then cab again with Dan home. Continuing the day, around afternoon, had this fucking conversation with someone which is fucked. Then went to Bugis as I was being too fucked up. Brought some fucking shit and fuck it man. Saw Vanessa and Vincent, but didn't approach them.

Then went back home and anime all the way till a while ago. Then started blogging until all this shit came out. Seriously I don't know myself anymore. What do I want, what do I have. I don't even know. Going around spending money end up not accomplishing any shit. Gonna leave it now. Try to hold myself back from throwing any more shit out. Damn...

Remembering that time hating Azhar as he turn love into hate. Chao Chee Bye. I will never turn it to hate, that's only what a loser will do, this is what I told Azhar. Choosing the easy way out. To hate. Fucking piece of shit loser asshole bastard.

Finally last few sentence. Jia yiu and don't give up, Heni. For the video of course. Don't stress over it also. Nice and slowly. Do what is right. Stay strong! Push yourself to your limit! Tough time don't last, tough man do! =]